That's All She Wrote

What is right opinion? One big thing when it comes to dealing with social media is haters. And I agree! It's scary to be judged by people all the time. I didn't care about the opinions of others at all when I started my youtube channel, but when I gained more subscribers and views, I started overthinking it. Would be fantastic to make face to face first impressions with everyone who pass by my channel. That's just impossible now, because people are going to have a first impressions of me based on first two minutes of the video. I have been overthinking how I express myself in a way that I can maintain a really positive community.  Big thing is opinions. Many get angry when they disagree with me about something.  So usually when I share my opinions, I also go through the opinions of others as examples that there are many people with different options. Sometimes telling opinions like this it seems that I didn't share my opinion at all, even if I did and just t...

About yesterday's class Youtube is my life. But talking about it makes me nervous. I don't like mentioning it when I talk to new people.  I feel like they treat me differently after they know about it because It evokes many really different thoughts, opinions and prejudices.  Some people don't like me afterwards without knowing me properly, some people start treating me as a celebrity and consider me perfect even if they don't know me properly and some people are neutral to it. I am proud of what I do, but at the same time I try to hide it. However I should learn to be okay with advertising myself. Today in class we talked about youtube and the teacher asked me if it would be ok for me to talk and answer questions about how it feels to make youtube as a side job. As I said earlier in this post, I don't like mentioning it, but now I felt like I could actually bring out my point of view.  (I was so nervous that I was still shaking for an hour after talking). But even ...