That's All She Wrote

What is right opinion? One big thing when it comes to dealing with social media is haters. And I agree! It's scary to be judged by people all the time. I didn't care about the opinions of others at all when I started my youtube channel, but when I gained more subscribers and views, I started overthinking it. Would be fantastic to make face to face first impressions with everyone who pass by my channel. That's just impossible now, because people are going to have a first impressions of me based on first two minutes of the video. I have been overthinking how I express myself in a way that I can maintain a really positive community.  Big thing is opinions. Many get angry when they disagree with me about something.  So usually when I share my opinions, I also go through the opinions of others as examples that there are many people with different options. Sometimes telling opinions like this it seems that I didn't share my opinion at all, even if I did and just t...

About yesterday's class Youtube is my life. But talking about it makes me nervous. I don't like mentioning it when I talk to new people.  I feel like they treat me differently after they know about it because It evokes many really different thoughts, opinions and prejudices.  Some people don't like me afterwards without knowing me properly, some people start treating me as a celebrity and consider me perfect even if they don't know me properly and some people are neutral to it. I am proud of what I do, but at the same time I try to hide it. However I should learn to be okay with advertising myself. Today in class we talked about youtube and the teacher asked me if it would be ok for me to talk and answer questions about how it feels to make youtube as a side job. As I said earlier in this post, I don't like mentioning it, but now I felt like I could actually bring out my point of view.  (I was so nervous that I was still shaking for an hour after talking). But even ...

Hi! I've been doing a Halloween special video for the whole fall break and I'm pretty excited about it since I've wanted to do a video like this for long time. It is going to be a scary background story about my bad alterego character Mirabella. She lives on negative thoughts, like a mental illness. In the video, she is getting more alive every time she feels negativity, bullying, pressure and injustice. The scenes have been filmed in many different locations, I even booked a classroom from my former upper secondary school for shooting one scene. Here is one picture from the shooting~ Video will be published in Halloween 31.10.2019 - Miranda

Howdy all classmates who were forced to read this! To begin with, I'm not too good at writing in English, (my apologies for that). So I'm really excited and scared  terrified at the same time. However, this is a perfect opportunity for me to learn! So don't be afraid to correct me if necessary. I don't think so much about what I write, so beware, there are a lot of typos. My name is Miranda, nice to meet you, and I'm 20 years old girl from Lahti. I just recently moved to Tampere with my boyfriend. I'm little sad to leave my dog ​​there when I know that I will not see her often.  I enjoy making videos in my spare time and it has developed into a side job for me which is cool.  Even tho I'm posting this blog post late because of it. School has started off great! I understand pretty much everything, but I still have to work my spoken English. It's a little funny that all of the classes in school are interesting, after getting used to the stress...